Just wanted to let you know you are not alone here. I am in a very similar situation, and I am getting great support and advice here. Try to stay strong (easier said than done, I know) and keep up with your self improvements.
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped