Thank you all again for the kind words. It feels great to hear that from people. Only one other person has said something encouraging like that to me. Still waiting on books to come in mail, so much for expedient delivery :P So far I haven't found a support group. I am hoping to find one as I search for the right church (was a catholic). I know a lot of churches have good support groups for that. My number one motivation is my son, I know now what kind of impact an alcoholic father has on his children (my father was one), and I won't mess is life up. Also wearing my wedding band (which I never did) is a constant reminder of what I WILL DEFIANTLY LOSE if I drink again. I do have a very good friend (the one who said the encouraging words to me) that I used to go out with to the bars or drink with at home that is helping me too.


M 33
W 29
S 4
M 5
T 7
11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents
12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over"
1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped