I second gmom's desire to just run away. I would sincerely like to fast forward to January. However since I can't I'm going to make some pies and a sweet potato casserole with my D7 tonight, take her to her dad's tomorrow, drop the casserole off at the church for the supper, pick my grandma up at 12 and go back to the church for Thanksgiving. At 7 my D7 gets back from her dad's and we will have some pie. Not my first choice by a long shot but its better then curling up in a ball in bed and having a pity party. Life goes on is some fashion or other.