Yesterday was a hard day. The reality hit me that he's screwed up enough that he could get her pregnant. I had to really get my brain wrapped around that. I've left it in a "higher power".
Stupid thing is, after we had that talk, he wanted sex with me... again.
He's cheating on her ... AGAIN... with me.
He's in full narcissistic selfish mode. He wants me to suck up my feelings, he lies to her about just how we're living here - (she'd lose her nut if she knew).
I'm letting her be the UN-DBing wife right now. I've done ALL I can do to thwart another pregnancy. The rest is out of my hands.
She gets all pouty because we have to go on business calls together. EXCUSE ME... but I'm the one that's married to this man. LOL. Yet, she wants him to do exactly what SHE wants. She's playing the clingy jealous pushy demanding... Wife. This is what she is. This is what she does. This is the only thing she knows how to do.
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
