I appreciate the words of support - tonight was ROUGH! Son's season started and X brought OW to game and paraded her around hand in hand. Did this even though S asked him not to bring her around right now. I held myself together but deep down it was a very humiliating experience.

X asked the three kids to brunch on Friday after Thanksgiving - wants OW to cook for them. Kids have been hesitating. Finally our oldest said to him - "Dad, when was the last time the 4 of us were together for a meal or for anything. It was last Christmas. Do you think it could just be us this time?" X answers - "I hear you but it's really my choice isn't it?" D just walked away.

I hate this - I just want him to disappear. It takes too much energy to "hold my head high" and be "ok". Exhausting!

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time