Hey MTS, after catching up on all you have gone through, I apologize for being MIA.
At this point man, this is just life. It is not time to think about “is this DB’ing,” just how do you want to live?
You can ask the question “do I still want her back?” But regardless to the answer to that question, ask yourself “how would that change how I live?”
The answer to the second should be NOT AT ALL.
It is just time to live man. Live in a way that YOU believe is RIGHT. Don’t punish yourself for this. If you find someone you like, don’t analyze it, just feel it. Do what feels right.
You are a young man with the whole world in front of you. Be well man.
BITS
Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
