What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

I'm pretty sure my W doesn't care about a damn thing that I do because she doesn't want me to even be in her life at this point. I'm actually surprised that she hasn't tried to minimize my time with our kids yet.

This friend is someone that I thought I could trust, so therefore, I was telling them my deepest and sometimes random thoughts. I expressed to them my deepest concerns and fears when it comes to my W, even to the discovery of her A and how it is that I obtained proof. Even thoughts that I had concerning my D and how I expected things to be divided up was discussed. Not to mention issues with custody and CS. This "friend" I believe has told my W much of this information despite their desire to remain "neutral" and not come between me and my W.

I'm not sure why my friend would do such a thing, but I am pretty they did so. See, my W made a comment to one of my friends about something that I had only told 2 people and I know the first person didn't say anything, so that left me with my "friend".