PA - Confirmed - Blinkers are off.

[NYCPeter]

Thanks Starsky - I love "Heaven can wait", also loved "Here comes Mr Jordan" - the original version.

So many thoughts swirling around in my head.

1 whole year - I really don't know my W at all.

Now the OM has ditched W - would she want to rekindle the M.

Why do I want our M back? Is it because of the girls or because I was not as good a father and husband?

How do I move forward from here - do I confront her with what I know (Ok - I know that's not wise right now), I think I would have done if the A was still going on.

W obviously has deep feelings for him and they work together - it could easily be rekindled.

I will continue with the 180's and GAL regardless of what happens.

One thing I will take away from all of this - I am a better father, husband and person - I just wish it wasn't this that made it happen.