Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Well, we'll see how I hold up. I have to keep my thinking straight for school as my time to finish it is limited.. Very limited, so trying to focus on that. I have rebooked my exam again for 2 weeks from now.
As I've moved out we don't have those couch moments and we didn't have it prior to me leaving as he would pretty much spend all his free time on the phone with ow.
Now however he was over the other day sat on the couch in a position where he touched me slightly. There was space for him to keep the space if he wanted to, but he didn't want to I guess. He also tends to ask for hugs and kisses when he leaves and looks at me with feelings sometimes. Whereas before I left he treated me like a piece of furniture.. That felt terrible.. Throw in a few heartfelt conversations he would have with ow that I overheard.. It was killer, so now at least it's just me and the dog and no negative feelings lingering in the air.
Btw he did call me last night at 12:30 to ask me about a tv cable I had issues with.. Soured like he wanted to chat but I told him I was almost sleeping so he said he'll come over today to see whats wrong with the cable..
He clearly wants to spend time with me.. Also I felt a bit happy he called me last night as he went out for a cigarett. He would always go for a cigarett and call ow while I was still home. Now she's there he goes for a cigarett and calls me. Not a huge accomplishment but I really hope he would call me enough to piss ow off