P40, I know its a really hard time right now. Try to focus on the fact that your kids need you to be the person youve always been. From experience i can tell you that seeing you a mess makes it so much worse for them..its hard to play happy when you feel so empty inside...gawd! If my bathroom walls could talk..id be committed right now... I have back slid also with the holidays and all..and my H is acting (or not??) as if he is just fine, which hurts, but thats how we are supise to be acting!!! So i guess we need to take lessons from them!! I had to drop off more paperwork at my L yesterday, and everytime i do i ask myself how the hell i got here...truth is i did what i had to do..and H left me no choice so im owning that and not beating my elf up anymore about it. Its just paper.. Your in my thoughts and prayers...its a hard time..
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...
