Very positive hearing my wife say it also, she must be noticing the change to say it even!!
I am feeling good about everything again, no doubts or mind games going on in my head.
To hear your wife tell you that it "broke her heart leaving me", has to be a positive, she didn't try to justify leaving, it was more about how hard it was for her to do it and the pain she suffered.
With the pain she was in, and the madness going on at the time, no wonder when some guy gave her attention she fell for it, it hurts me still, but I understand what happened, and how easy it did.
I am very positive about "us" in the future, that maybe months, or years, but I really do feel something will happen in the future.
But for now, I need to think about me, and my kids.
All is really good with the 3 of us, my wife knows that, and its sad that she is not part of the fun we are having.
Its up to her if she wants to be part of it in the future.
