Congrats Wii and sorry that this is a difficult time for you. Go ahead and cry, talk to a good friend, treat yourself well. NH is right -- this is a step forward and new beginning for you. If it weren't, if it were really the trivial matter you are trying to make it out to be, then it wouldn't be so hard.
Be compassionate and honest with yourself. Respect your feelings, don't neglect them.
