Bad evening, argued about upcoming trip - stupid stuff, but very much like past issues. W shut down and I pressed. Ended up feeling responsible and wondering why I press like this when I'm stressed. Maybe because I'm trying to get any kind of emotional response from her. Last November was like this. EmbaraSsing. Off to uncles funeral today. Plans for our 6 month trip to the other side of the world hitting lots of snags. I don't know if my reaction is reasonable or not, but certainly not helpful. And I was doing much better....
