It makes me sad to read you are disgusted with yourself, but I understand. There are going to be times when no matter how hard you try to keep upbeat, you just get down. For what it's worth...you are one of the strongest men I know...physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally and during a most very trying time in your life. Go easy on yourself, my sweet friend!
You cross my mind daily and have been in my prayers for a long time now. I pray for your son and your wife, too. I have 110% confidence in God's perfect plan, and I just can't wait to see what He has in store for you! I know it is very good things.
Hang in there, and keep doing what you're doing. You are such an inspiration to so many of us on this board, and I'm sure to many other people in your day-to-day life. I hope you have a very blessed Thanksgiving, JB!
