You seem to be beating yourself up a bit. You are not a victim here. Stop feeling intimidated by the OM. If you want to save your M, you're going to have to change a few things.
The first one being you have to get your b@lls back from your W. You think she's holding all the cards, because you've given them to her. Slow down and stop. Stop fearing your W and the OM and what she will or won't do.
Although you can't see it, you have a choice to do what you want to do. Don't let your W control the sitch.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
