From what I have read so far it looks like you are in the LBS fog. The things you are worried about you have no control over. What do they really matter?
The first thing I would do, is learn how to braid your D’s hair. Would that be a 180?
You don’t need your wife to help you with your taxes. You are a smart independent man.
Look deep and find the things you don’t like about yourself.
I believe it was Mr. bond that said stay one step ahead of your W. Do just that and prepare for the worst.
Read what Starsky wrote you again, don’t ever ignore your W when it comes to the kids. Only show your best and let go of the rest.
I know this stuff seems hard at first and you are very unsure of what direction you should be going. Try something new and face those fears and just be the best man you can. Learning a few patience isn’t going to hurt one bit. All of this takes time but if you do it and actually live it you will open your eyes to so much more.
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
