Thanks for the advice Accuray. I ordered the books, still waiting for them to arrive in mail. Was doing well with GAL but today was a set back. Wife came to house as normal before I went to work to watch S and we talked (general conversation). Even tho I knew she was off today I assumed she would be their when I got home, she wasn't. Hard day alone, was really hoping to talk a little more, and really wanted to spend rest of day with S. I tried to take my mind off things by going grocery shopping, doing launday and going for a run. Then tonight noticed on her FB account she changed her status from married to separated. That one cut really deep, even tho its the truth. She is off again tomorrow, have a feeling I wont see my S again. I am afraid to call her, even tho its over seeing my S.
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped