Never thought I would be the one to file

[BklynMom]

I am so not ok. I feel like a failure as a wife and a mother. there are so many things I wish I could do over, I really can see my part in this. When H dropped the kids off to day I just wanted to hug him and tell him I love him. That wouldn't have gone over well though.

I just don't want a divorce I just want my family back. I feel bad for the boys they keep asking me if daddy is coming for Thanksgiving. [/quote]

I can so relate. I feel like such a failure. Writing that makes me cry. Hearing my D3 cry for daddy is heartbreaking. There is some solace knowing I am not alone. But only some.

Today is better for me then 3 months ago. So maybe try to not compare where you are day to day but holiday to holiday.

You journey with your H is not over. R can still happen.

You have great kids & you need to show them how to deal with adversity! You can do it.

((()))