That's sad about your friend losing her H. I guess it puts things into perspective for those who still have theirs. My H had some sort of anxiety attack or something tonight. I was afraid he was going to have a heart attack. He's okay now. I am going to see that he goes to the doctor next week.
Good for you, asking your H for what you wanted! I know that took guts. I guess he knows you can't be expected to trust him to just be good when y'all are apart. You have a good mental attitude. It will get you through.
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Hi VC,
I hope that your husband gets himself checked out at the doctor soon. I am so sorry you had to go through that. I know I would be completely panicked.
My friend is one of the strongest people that I know. He had medical issues for two years before passing. Seeing her last night was great. Got to catch up on things and even share a little about my situation. She has always been very understanding and non-judgmental, so I am very appreciative of that.
I'm also glad that I was able to ask H for transparency. He even brought it up today - said that I had said a lot of things to him that made him, but that it all made sense. Our communication is definitely getting better.
He left for work a little while ago and I saw him carrying one of the books he picked up. Secretly, this made me very, very happy. He's not a big fan of reading, especially not self help books or anything that doesn't have entertainment value. Earlier he said that he was going to have a light work day because of the impending rain. So, at least his intentions are to spend some time reading instead of just playing around on his phone. I'll just have to wait to see if this becomes a habit or if its just a one shot deal.
The church that I went to today was a little, eh. I still have my preferred church that I have yet to visit. Think that we'll go next Sunday. Looking forward to Thanksgiving, trying to get everything setup in the kitchen and working diligently to apply for as many jobs as I can. Feeling pretty good today.
