Forward, slow as she goes

[BeingMe]

We have started with the fixup, and I doubt he can buy me out ... capital is in the business and property. We should be able to sell next spring. God! I hope so. I think I would stay here for another year, but then move to where I have grandchildren. I've been saying this for a couple of years, but it has to come to an end sometime. He's home now, after being away for 3 weeks. My stomache is in an uproar. He'll be leaving again on Thursday for a month, and I'll have some peace. But this riptide backwards and forwards is killing me emotionally. He says he's "going with the flow". I wonder if he even knows what that means, to him, to me, and to our family. Perhaps I can organize things with a lawyer, and serve him when he gets back, and he can just sign, and we can be done. But, he says if I go to a lawyer, then that's going to be a fight .... this is him being in control. I must take back my life.