A Bklyn tale

[BklynMom]

Really bumming right now. My D3 has been asking for her Daddy non stop recently. It is heart breaking - every time she gets hurt she cries "I want my Daddy". This morning I texted him "Can we plan a picture phone chat later". We use to video chat all the time but since I stopped initiating calls we have yet to do it. H has yet to text me back. His probably nursing a hang over.

I mean seriously, this is ridiculous! He has 2 daughters that he will see for a total of 4 days in the entire month of Nov. & he saw for 4 days in Oct. He calls rarely.

I cant worry about whether he thinks I am pursing if I am trying to keep the contact going with his kids. The girls are my priority. I am wondering if I could go back to him. Does he ever think about the position he put me in, being a single mom with 2 kids under 3?? Its not always easy. Would a decent man do that without trying to work on our issues? Its really not right.

Telling me he never really loved me. Is that decent?

I really deserve better. Our girls deserve better.