Well put WHG, I have also caught myself "displaying" my unhappiness for W. This is a way couples communicate, although it's not a very healthy way in this case.

I've debated if I'm really trying to catch her attention, or if I'm just sad. Here's where I've landed: if I wanted to hide my unhappiness, I could, so if I don't it's for a reason.

Working on that!

Accuray

Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015