Not any comments on that episode? I was curious I guess if other's roller coasters include such love and affection? I could still feel a lot of love in that interaction.

She'll be back today from her trip. Will my magic marker picture of could happen come true? She's had time to think and decided she now wants to work on it. I know I shouldn't do this to myself, but I can't give up hope that she'll get over this craziness. But she'll come home and it will not be like that and it will be all I can do to not be devastated. Trying so hard to to have a PMA, to not dwell on the past, but it is so hard.