W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore.

[Snowman]

Well I'm more than ready to move on. I'm working on packing my wifes stuff up to get it out as part of my moving on process. My wife continues to text and call other men all day everyday. She really thinks I don't know about her affairs and that she has been talking to numerous different guys like she is out in the dating scene again. I know I'm not suppose to be checking cell records per DR/DB but I'm past the point of wanting to reconcile this R. I had not check for a month or more and surprise I checked this week and now it the communication is focused on 2 guys. The texting to 1 guy is literally all day long like every 3 minutes, talk about infatuation. I have no idea how my W gets any work done at work or takes care of my S when she has him. She texts like a maniac.

Anyway I'm done putting up with this heartache and I'm more than ready to move on. My W has chosen this new life with all new friends and drop her family in the process. She will never admit to the affair but who are we kidding, she is chasing and talking to guys that no one has ever heard of before. Everyone thinks I deserve way better including me. At this point I could never trust her again is her lies have built upon her lies and she is delusional enough to think everyone in her life would just be ok with what she is doing.

It [censored] to have to work on a D in the holiday season but I can't live like this anymore and I'm more than ready to move on. I worked on what I could but she never really wanted to work on it from the get go. She dropped the bomb and never turned back, in fact she just continued to push further away. I can live knowing that I gave it my all despite my wife's actions and decision. I really feel my W has run from her problems in life and she is adding this to her list.

Wish me luck through my D and support me in the future as I hopefully can finalize things and move on.