Frustrated!!........ yet again H has cancelled on S14 for his weekend. This is his weekend, he had already told me he had a safety meeting all day today so he just picked him up for dinner last night and brought him back home and was supose to pick him up this evening and spend sunday with him.. when S got home last night he was mad and said H spend the whole night on the phone. Now he has text and said he has to work tomorrow...I had already made plans tonight and told him so, H said he could stay with him tonight and I could pick him up in the morning but now S14 doesnt want to go over there...says whats the point?????.... S14 is capable of being home alone but I cant really relax and have a good time when I know hes here alone and end up coming home early. Which is what Ill prob end up doing... Its just really unfair that S14 has to put up with this...and I can see that he is getting sick of it and doesnt even care enough to say anything anymore. He has the attitude of "yeah, whatever"... I know that It is not my job or responsability to make a relationship for them..but it sure hurts to sit and watch the road its heading down. so again...Frustrated!!!
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
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