You're a good man Luvhurts, I've seen your attitude change so much through this experience. When your W decides to re-engage, I'm sure she'll be pleasantly surprised and things *will* be better. If she doesn't, you'll be a better parent and a better person. Feel good about that today.
Accuray
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015