I went through a period of being repulsed as well. I no longer feel that way, but I sure was afraid that I would continue to and ....well...it's just not that way anymore.
WAS get themselves ensconced in something not good, evil enven. It's like an addiction; they keep doing it even though it doesn't feel good and they want to stop. I had a lot of women here come and tell me that their Hs did not want to hurt the ow feelings....eye roll.... In our case, he just wanted her to go away as quickly as possible and not sue him or his company. Damage control I guess....another eye roll.
M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29 S 22,21, 19 Bomb 4/10 It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013 We all have work to do
The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.