Living with groundlessness

[AntoniaB]

You're right about that. I just have to figure out a way to hug myself and hold my own hand ;-) No really I'm not sure how to pull this off. I feel a lot more inwardly sexy and confident than I ever have, mainly because of all the ways I've grown or become self-sufficient and because I basically have decided to stop being angry that I'm a curvy person with some extra weight and start to dress to enhance my assets instead of hiding in clothes too big for me, and I will go places and sit with people or up front instead of hiding in the back...all my "wallflower" tendencies are either gone or I push them away...and that makes me feel really good about myself, even sexually. But since the only people who notice and compliment are women, I start to wonder if this is all in my head and I really am a trainwreck in those areas.