Didn't sleep well at all. I feel sick. When I was sleeping all I did was dream about OW and that she was friends with my friends and family.

The fact that the holidays are here, just plain SUXS.

last year at this time I was miserable, lost tooooo much weight and was just sick. I feel that happening again.

me:51
H: 48
No kids together
M:14 years
seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11
Piecing 09/14