Regressed? What would cause a person to regress? I've seen regression in people that were moving forward and getting through their stuff but then all of a sudden feel uncomfortable in their new self. Or maybe regression is really rebellion?
I think more a percentages game than a numbers game.
"accepting decent" I was referring to a time when I would have "happily" accepted a poor marriage just to still have one. That was a long time ago and a different me. Right now I can't imagine my wife being the things I really want but I don't know for sure. I think maybe she was at one time.
I'm doing well yes. I'm generally pretty happy despite things. Once in awhile I get angry and think screw it. I don't always know how committed I am to standing. Sometimes I am and sometimes not. But I guess that I have.
She didn't stay tonight. I should have known that would be the case. 3 nights would have been too much. We did kiss a bit more often than usual. I know that probably sounds weird for a couple that is "separated". But we still do kiss. I've been limiting that to hello and goodby only but today it was a little more than that. But that makes it even more confusing.
