I was depressed all day today and had knots in my stomach. Till I picked up my kids then everything felt ok. Until we left gymnastics and I knew I had to take them home. I got into my condo and felt antsy and nervous. The kids worked on some craft projects and I was getting things together for them for tomorrow. Got them to bed then sat and read a book. My wife comes home I grabbed my jacket she asked me a few questions gave her small short answers and left. I am pretty much doing a 180 on her. I would usually sit and talk for a bit try to strike up a conversation tonight nope, and I feel good about doing it like that. I have one more week till the kids will be with me on tuesdays and thursdays. I figure the limited contact with her might help my situation. I am not calling, texting, or emailing unless it has to do with the kids. I let her reach out to me first. I am not writing to her or talking with her about personal things. We will see how this goes. I am talking with her attorney tomorrwo to give her my numbers for debt and so on. So a separation agreement is still in the works for finances. But at least for now it is not a D. I feel better today then I did in the past two days. Also could be cause I have my kids this weekend.
M37 W34 S6 D3 M8yrs T14 S 1year Told me she doesn't want to be married 10/2011 "I will never stop trying because when you find the ONE, you never give up." Steve Carrell Crazy, stupid, Love