I know I might sound crazy - BUT I had a great sign of healing today! Over the last few years, when the bombs have dropped I felt as if my cortisol levels bottomed out. I could not feel that rush of adrenaline any longer.

So tonight I was watching a suspenseful show and for the first time in almost 2 years I felt the rush of fear. I actually FELT something!!! I hope I don't sound like a loon - but it's as if a thaw is occurring and I can begin to feel again!

M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time