its really ironic you say the comment of the example I want to set for my d's, I too have said this.. my only problem is he isnt constantly like this.. I use to be able to set my watch to his mood swings. Almost seasonal. however this time it seems to have stuck in the I dont care mode and isnt coming out of it..

which leads me to believe i am doing exactly what I need to be doing. I need to continue with my GAL and continue to grow from this.. its really all I can do.

He wont get help because he doesnt feel as though he has a problem. He doesnt believe in counceling. and i cant change that. Ultimately, i just have to keep telling myself, focus on what you can change and improve; myself. I say it alot through out the day.. at some point I believe I will start believing it.


m 41
h 44
d 17 (prev marriage)
d 9
Never give up!!!!!