I understand the pain. The hopelessness. You are not alone.
We have all been there.
You will come out of this a better person. That I guarantee.
I have successfully DB'ed. Wife is back. She finally just yesterday after a year told me that she is sorry for all the pain that she caused. That she wants to be with me. So DB'ing DOES work...
Don't beg or pleed. Don't send emails. No "i love you's"...
Eat everyday. Workout. Have fun with your buddies.
Live for you!!!
And remember... "No person is worth your tears, and the ONE that is won't make you cry." (not sure who said it)...
Stay safe my friend!
M: 42 - W: 41 - M: 18 - T: 23 - D:16 S:14 EA - July 2010 NC w/EA - Nov 2010 Piecing - Jan 2011 I ask for div - Jan 2012 Div papers filed - Mar 2012 I move out - July 2012 Divorce final - Nov 7, 2012