What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

@WHG

It hurts because this is the woman I was expecting to spend the rest of my life with and she has taken that away--not just from me, but our kids too.

I'm not afraid of being alone, I just don't want to. I thought I had found the one I wanted to spend my life with so when it gets taken away, then yeah, I'm afraid of losing her. I'm afraid that she won't come back, that she won't find me desirable again regardless of what I do or what I become.

I am angry, angry that I didn't do more before it was too late, angry that she didn't give us more of a chance or at least more time. I'm not sure if my W is a WAW or if she is simply done, so I can't say how she is feeling because when I look at her, all I see is either anger or no emotion at all.