What do I do next? Part 2

[luvhurts49]

Well, my dad had dinner with my W yesterday. My W is saying that she is completely done--as in never even gonna think about giving us any kind of chance ever. I guess she must be quite content with her new man and being a part-time parent.

She also said that I never change, which of course I disagree with as I am always willing to change certain aspects of myself if I know that there is a problem.

I know that after she moved out, she never gave us any kind of chance. She lied to everybody about taking some time to think about things before deciding on a divorce. Apparently, "some time" equates to 1 week between telling people she was going to wait and having me served.

Fact is, she never wanted to give us a chance--she had her mind made up before we even went on vacation so why am I so pissed about this now when I've suspected/known this for 3 months?

Don't get me wrong, I love my W and I still want to make things work, but it's like ripping open stitches--it just keeps hurting.