ive read that post several times over the last 2 days and just now..this morning..got it...
He IS doing and treating me better, just not how I WANT him to treat me, but it is better...I want him here with us...and I know I have to be ready for that not to happen now. odds are he wont ever be able to come back..
I am thankfull that he is sober and healthier then he was 20 months ago, and I pray for him every day.
am feeling really sad and beaten this morning

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...