I went back and read some of your posts from before mindfull, as a newbie I am still trying to understand some sitch's.
I found myself detaching this morning which really helps to take the emotion out of it for me, which helps a lot.
Of course once I did that H was confused and his entire attitude changed. He went to get bloodwork this morning, and was going straight to work from there. I was surprised when he pulled back in the driveway.
He showed up with a latte for me, and said he wanted to offer a peace offering. He asked if I minded if he sat down for breakfast before heading to work. As he was leaving, he told me ILY
Not long ago, possibly days ago, I would have fallen right back and thought everything is ok now. I clearly know that its not.
I thanked him for the coffee and he left. He then called me on his drive to work..odd
Since we both got to work this morning, he emailed me twice. I have yet to respond because I am working, I am busy.
One of them was a work question, but it is one of my employees who is handling that project so I simply asked her to update him on the project when she had a chance.
Tonight is my appointment with my nutritionist so I am thankful to have that to look forward to, and reading here when I can helps a lot too.
