Thank you mindfull, I really appreciate you taking the time to reach out. I look forward to hearing from you more.
I have thought of it, and asked him more than once. He denies it, and swears he is just unhappy with his life, feels unfulfilled, and lives groundhog day. I hold him back from finding his happiness.
Obviously I know he could be lying to me, but short of hiring a private detective I am not sure how I find out what I am dealing with which makes me anxious.
I have a right to know, so I can make choices. I don't want to think I am dealing with one sitch and really it is another. Very unsettling.
Something tells me that it will be a 2 run type of day today. Feeling very anxious.
which makes me anxious. 