I don't know what has been up with me the last few days, it has to be about OM being around, and my thoughts running away, the good thing is my wife has not seen any of that, so thats a big improvement!!!
She came round again last night with some things for the kids, it was all nice and polite again, we are getting on so well, that I should really be thankful for that alone after reading some of the stories on here.
So I continue this journey, don't know what will happen, but I feel really good, if she wants OM, fine.
But this is certainly a loss to her, as I am well on the way to being the man I have always wanted to be!!
I laugh, I smile, my internal anger has settled, I'm content with everything I have, this is a massive change as I was always irritable and unsettled?, and I'm fit and sober!!
The change in my body and physical appearance is massive!!
