I have my GAL so down it hurts. I do as I want I say what is on my mind. If I want to go out, I give my W a kiss and I'm off. If I want to go somewhere, I make my plans. Now I've decided to invite my W and she's been agreeing to come. However, we still do our own thing. My invites are not formal, there're in the form if you want to come let me go. Lately, the answer has been yes. Then why do I want a divorce? Then why do I want to pack everything and move away? My only answer is I have a daughter. One who means so much to me.
Please excuse my venting, whining, or however you want to brand these posts. I've been on this board for a long time. I can help others and I can tell you by my experience the mistakes I've made. Until my daughter is 18 I'll be torturing myself with this realationship. Yes, we're on a roller coaster but sometimes the ride needs to stop and the amusement park needs to close.
