I don't think this site is working for me. I'm not leaving it b/c I can always vent. I don't think venting is enough. I feel I have a kind heart and my my W can't see it. I feel tired working on my relationship even when I'm not trying to work on it if you can undertstand what I'm trying to say. By not caring I care more for my wife. By sitting by and watching I feel pain. To be an observer and sit by and watch what happens around you without feeling any compassion for someone you knew for so long is almost impossible. She's not the best thing thing to happen in my life and I'm not love struck or paralyzed by her beauty. I'm a person who wishes what he wanted in life in regards to a relationship would finally happen.
