BTW... fantasizing that she is dead... or gets dead in the most brutal ways possible is all PERFECTLY normal. A bus hitting her, tire blow out, random hunter shooting her whiles she's driving in the country, piano falling on her head, poisoned fish at the local ethnic resto. I think you get the idea
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.