Much more challenged than I thought I would be. W and I are piecing back together. W is generally not happy with herself and struggles not to be sad all the time. It's hard not to take that as a reflection on me.

I'm also haunted by the ghost of OM. I know how happy my W was in her relationship with OM and I'm just not able to deliver that level of happiness, no matter what I do, and I'm trying!

Overall I have a ton to be thankful for, and I am. Still healing though, and sometimes it's hard!

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Accuray

Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced
M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11
Start Reconcile: 8/15/11
Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced)
In a New Relationship: 3/2015