I tried to go back home immediately but she told me not too. I tried again a few days later and she asked me not to again. When I was finally back to tell our children she asked me not to come back until the holidays in December.
How is anything suppose to get started if there is no "talking"? I disagree with your assumption that I have not tried to show her. You dont know what I have been doing or have not been doing. I am doing everything in my power to make her single life easier. That is showing. I am 3500 miles away and am giving my life to treating cancer patients, and at the same time taking care of things so that she does not have to; doing homework with our children over skype; speaking with them the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night. Yes, I might get grumpy now and again. It would be a wonderful sight to see someone being happy-go-lucky and "fun" to be around when their life has been completely turned up-side down and changed forever. Unfortunately thats no me.
