Alcoholic H wants D part 2.....

[imthemom]

I am still tossing it around in my mind...if I do it I will take it to next Co Parenting session and read it to him there. so i have till Mon. to decide...it will not make a bit of difference so Im leaning toward tucking it away and forgetting about it.

He came by last night after asking if he could use the GPS, he is looking for places to live in our area and was texting me "hey theres a place for rent right by you".. and "im lost up here...were are you, can I use the GPS"..i ignored all of them as I was busy and a couple of hours later text him I was home and he came by and got it...stood in my kitchen and chatted about the places he had looked at and Im thinking...I sat in a room and listened to you attack me for an hour last night and now we are just sooooo civil....I was making dinner so didnt really give him full attention and acted as if I was to busy, not rude, just busy...

I have lost so much respect for him, it is difficult to make eye contact with him. I am beginning to think that I would never be able to look at him the same. And Im still considering why I would want to be in a R with a man who can sit there and say Im happier then ive ever been, as he spends NO time with his S14 and sees him suffering before his eyes. What he has done to me is for me to except at my choice but what he is doing to his S is cruel and S14 did not ask for this...that is hard to swallow.