H came over last night to see the boys. I went upstairs and left them to do their thing. For someone who feels so uncomfortable at my house he sure doesn't have a problem making himself at home. Got a drink, was on the laptop. I need to move that upstairs.
I am sick at the thought of going to the L tomorrow to sign the papers... Was up from 2 to 5 am just thinking. I have no idea how my life got so far out of control.
