She does know exactly how I feel so theres no need to say or do anything more.
MrBond, you said on another thread of mine that I was being to hopeful and positive about anything to do with her, I think you are bang on the money, but it is hard when things are going well not to be positive, but I'll try to control my feels to myself better.
I called home last night to speak to the kids, they were fine, daughter was baking with my wife and sounded happy. I spoke to my wife, nothing major, asked if she was ok, she said fine just a little tired from work, and running around after the kids etc, all good.
I went to the gym for a hour or so, as I came out I had a call from a good friend, he was out with another of my friends watching a football game, and asked if I was coming over.
So home, quick shower, and out!!
As I walked into the bar, my friends could not believe how well I looked, and were genuinely happy, they commented on my weight loss, and also my muscle definition, it was really nice to hear, even from another man!!!
They asked about home, wife, kids, etc, these are my closest friends and I told them everything, they were really supportive, and told me not not worry about anything as I looked great and healthy again, the best they have seen me in a lot of years!!
So I said out a few hours, we had a blast!!!
Bar was fairly busy, a few ladies!!, and I got a fair bit of attention, very flattering!!!!!
Think I might be there again next Tuesday night, don't know about a recession, it was packed!!!!!
All good again, if she doesn't want to make a go of things with me she is an idiot!!!! It's her loss!!
