Sad today -- thinking about W and OM. Thinking about how happy she was about that relationship and how passive she is in ours.
At one point she told her friend that she needed to change her circumstances to be happy.
Her friend told her that all the happiness she needed was available to her, she just had to choose it.
She disagreed -- she said are you happier living on your own than you would be living with your mother?
Ugh, I'm not happy. I've been trying to pretend, but I'm not. I want this relationship to work so badly, but I'm not happy. I can't change W, but I have changed and W hasn't come along.
Is this WAS talk?
Confused....
Accuray
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015
