Peicing and hoping I'm doing the right thing.

[FreeBird0120]

Thanks Kaffe, you're right. This was such a blow...ugh this hurts so much. Knowing he had these intimate convo's with her makes me sick. But I guess I should have prepared myself for what I was about to see...I wasn't. I just wish he'd been honest with me about their relationship.

Why is he now turning this around like I'm at fault for reading these convo's they had?? 2 weeks of working hard doesn't mean I'm going to trust him right off the bat. Especially when he still wasn't completely honest with me.

I guess we've stepped 2 steps back, and only time will tell whether he really wants his family or his "friendship" although he hasn't talked to her since I moved back, so who knows...

I just wish she'd disappear...